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26 November 2010 @ 06:37 pm
I am so excited for christmas! love it.
22 August 2010 @ 04:17 pm
I haven't even been home for an hour and I've decided that I want to go back to camp. I don't think I can do this. My mom looks like a skeleton. SHe's really is just skin and bones.
Current Mood: sadsad
08 August 2010 @ 10:09 pm

Okay so I just need to vent a little feel free to pass on by.

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03 May 2010 @ 07:54 pm
I've been meaning to post some pictures about somethings.I finally remembered thanks toherrjustice 's latest post.
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10 April 2010 @ 10:23 pm
So a lot has happened recently um well...

My mom's last Chemo session is in about a week and a half, She will then go back to work on May 10.

School is in session for only like four more weeks, Thank God.

I found out that I got my summer job again, Thank God.

Today a guy ran at my car while I was driving, I almost hit him. Umm went shoppingtoday. Let's see, I walked around Bed, bath and Beyond after that. went to starbucks, got my usual. um came home went to dinner with my mom cause my dad wanted to watch the Race.  Yeah, my parents are Nascar fans.  We went to this awesome place it was Mediterranean and so good and healthy. I loved it. AMANDA! We must go some time they had awesome shish Kabobs Too!then came home watched a guy get arrested and that's it.
Yesterday I hung out with Amanda and I guess Nick too although not really cause he was in and out of Robbie's room. It was fun as always. We had some fun ideas on things to do before I leave for my job in Wisconsin. I don't tink I'm going to leave until June 14 but I won't be home till mid to late August.

Umm I really have to get those bingo sheets so I can make my schedule for the next semester, Serisouly But I don't want too! Umm there's probably mor ethat I have to do but I can't remember it.

I don't have choir at all this week! So Happy, it's supposed to be nice again too! Soo I also don't have Music class Thursday morning which means I don't have to get up early!! AGAIN YAY! P&P is friday that the corps so that should be fun. Then hanging out with Amanda some time on Saturday maybe?

I was gonna do a picture post but I was to lazy and obviously this post is really random jumping all over the place and stuff. So I'mjust gonna go to sleep now.
Current Location: My bedroom
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: Sugarland-Baby girl
21 March 2010 @ 11:55 pm
Soo I leave here in like 12 hours! to go home to my brothers birthday! I might like pick up a cake or something for him. To be honest, I don't want to leave because I love it here it's so peaceful bit I know that if I moved here then it would kinda just be the same as home. But I really do want to see my family and Amanda cause she is like the only friend I have. (seriously the people that I hang out with are her, her brother and children litterally ten years old and younger, What has my world become?)  oh Well I'm going home tomorrow and this will go away just like all the other visits have.

I don't think that my family and I are going to be going to my aunt's like normal this year. With my mom's chemo that week before she won't be feeling to well to travel two hours in a car and sit some place that she wouldn't be able to sleep. Oh well at least I won't have to deal with Aunee, My uncle's mother, who tends to get really annoying.

I talked to an old friend tonight and it really made me think about what my future will hold. got me thinking.. and we all know how bad that normally turns out for me.

I so tired I haven't done anything this week! oh well it's time to change into pajamas and kick some dog off of my bed where he insists that he owns. NIGHT
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Bagel snoring
18 March 2010 @ 12:28 am
I kinda just really...wanna go home. When I left my mom was really sick, and I normally take care of her but since I'm two hours away I can't now. :( My brother should still be home but he had surgery not even a week ago and I've been taking care of him as well, so it doesn't ease my feelings of guilt for leaving. My mom told that I needed to go cause her exact words were "You're only 18 and you shouldn't have to do this, Go to your sisters, have fun and come back energized for school." But I hate it, not being here, I actually love it here but I hate being away from her. My dad and my sister work all day and with my brother home he's still in a lot of pain so I guess I feel like I've left them when they needed me the most. :( I really wish I could get over it.

But Anyway, like I said, I love it here, it's open and gorgeous and country and not run down ghetto suburbia like home is. I love driving around and just looking. Also I have a constant companion. Bagel is my sister's dog and she doesn't like leaving him alone so she asked me to take him where I go unless I'm going to a store. Bagel is.... ten times as dumb as my dog Higgins and I love it! Dumb dogs are my favorite.
anyway it's like 1:30 here so I'll be going to bed now.
10 March 2010 @ 10:43 pm
My mom recently had her third chemo session CT scan and she got the results yesterday! The Tumors in her neck are GONE! and the others have shrunk considerably. Which makes me dance with happy joy!!

Other news: I'm going to my sisters for spring break. I think I leave tuesday or wednesday but I'm not sure cause I don't know if she's picking me up or if I'm taking the train down there. She's taking me to all the foreign restaurants around her place. last time I went to an authentic Italian place, Irish place and a Indian place. Oh and A thai place. This time she's taking me to the Japanese places, I know she's taking me to a good sushi restaurant and and one that I forgot what she called it, but they make the food right in front of you and I think she was talking about yakitori. I have a habit of tuning her out when she talks because she talks so much so I don't really know. Anyways, I don't know if she has wireless internet so I don't know If I'll be online or not.
My Friend Nate and I were talking the other day and I realized that he is like the perfect guy. He's hard-working, honest, sincere, and good-looking. I honestly don't know why all of his girlfriends break up with him. I really don't know.
Current Location: My bedroom
Current Mood: crankycranky
Current Music: Tsuyosa to Egao Tabanetera-Burimyu Cast
04 March 2010 @ 03:22 pm
Soo everything that I had to do today went wrong minus my test so I guess thats okay.
But I forgot my phone at church yesterday, so I haven;'t had it all day. \
My mom woke me up thrity minutes before I needed to to vacuum the whole house.
I lost part of my presentation for my first class.
I forgot that a 1000-1200 word paper was due in english today lucky me I had it almost done and was able to breeze through the conclusion and will revise later.
I don't know whose picking me up today (cause I don't have a phone) so I don't know if I can bribe them to take me get my phone.
My mom won't put me on the insurance( or well she hasn't yet) so I have no Idea how I'm going to get to my group meeting on saturday afternoon.

Good news:
I'm hanging out with Amanda tomorrow and we're probably going to hang out all night watching movies and tv shows and I won't sleep and saturday is going suck but I'm excited.

So How about that Dream Live 7???? I'm so excited.
so here's something funto comment on: where were you when you first discovered Tenimyu or your favorite fandom?

I was sleeping in amandas basment and I woke up and she was watching Dream live first it was the normal clothes part where they were making fun of inui's clothes.